Dear Wombman - re-wilding into simplicity

My dear womb,
I rocked on my hammock this morning soothed by ocean sounds. My dear newly adopted chihuahua Rico Yogi was resting on my belly, just bout where my womb lies deep beneath. What did I feel? A strong desire to be a safe mother to him. I realized I felt bereft in the lacks I have of nurturing the ones who need it.


I'm reminded of the native american story:
We have two wolves inside of us. One who is selfish and angry
another who is compassionate LOVING.
They are at war.
Who wins?
the one we feed the most.

I wish I was at the level of the high givers, but wolves are interesting creatures - sometimes  wolf can run from one needing being leaving them bereft in order to care for another one that might have some secret benefit for them.
In this way, today again I choose to start small. I choose to start with Rico in every moment, caring for his needs.

In this complex symbiotic society what else can I do?
I value wise thoughts.

In the comments below, I'd love for you to share: what gives you pleasure as a woman?
in love,
Asya

O Greatness Goodness love!

I am a fan of ASMR
I didn't realize  until not that the triggers are actually good.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeuriGzAnSI

xoxoxo

please comment below. I promise I will write back honestly.

bio i'd put on facebook and linked in

I posted this on my facebook status update but this is a different medium where alternative interactions can be had.
my bio in progress: (if facebook had space for this in the bio section i'd post it there):

<3 yoga teacher, reiki practitioner, intern at ayurvedic college for wellbeing, health coach,  emotional clearing buddy, reflective.listener, autism play therapist, holistic healer, sexual🍉🍌rights advocate, realist, poet, dancer, massage therapist, craniosacral therapist, trigger point therapist, meditator, Continuum movement student, practitioner of the good from all religions, survivor of many abuses, spoken word artist, nanny, pet mommy, traveler, photographer, holistic health cook, advocate for the mentally misunderstood, autism play therapist, decultifier, photographer, linguist, vibrational healer, intuitive, vacation coach and host, nun and goddess and sexual being, drummer, ocean lover, survivor and freedom fighter, try-sexual, try-gender, educational consultant, lover and friend. A child full of wonder. An adult student of life.

I'd really love to read your thoughts in the comments section, I will write back honestly I promise.  <3

I shared my practice of yoga with leaders of an Ayurvedic Cooking retreat and i'm so grateful!!! : )

https://youtu.be/zRSnSjFEYyA

So Grateful!

I found a true buddy! or two, or three.

For Ayurveda! Which is synonymous to health for me. Through lots of winding roads in my life searching for what health is including being too close to cultish thing - I'm finding a sense of kindness and community  when community is farm based on hard won lessons.

Jennifer (Jey Ma Tulasi) embraced my new doggy with so much care and wisdom.  She and Mel are kindly grounding me into Puerto Rican life. Gracias!




Group stick talking circle stating in spanish. It was a relief for me actually to not fully understand the language - to feel the space of language and vibration which is an origin of word. Jennifer and others kindly translated what was essential about my words. (having spent sic of months of my life at nineteen years old in a yoga retreat center where the inspiration there was a silent monk - I re-appreciated the sense of tuning to the larger world - this time with more wisdom. We human are but a small part of the cosmos and I felt a 360 degree balance.



my attempt at a 360 photo with this camera I'm borrowing



Support for sharing innocent vulnerability and intentions for this ayurvedic cooking class hosted by Julie at The farm



Interspecies inclusivity <3


Life essentials like sleep


More life essentials like balanced eating



All in all - "Health is wealth"

What is the true love I found?
1. Basic survival
2. human friendship is happiness

now I am home integrating what I learned.

It takes community for everything so to keep this farm going (that offers a gentle platofrm for workshops) please donate to:
https://www.facebook.com/FincaPajuil/

Gracias.
Namaste.

In the comments below i'd love for yu to share: what gives you pleasure as a woman?

A thing I like about where I live

One thing I really like about living near Rincon is that there is a lot of immunity to cultishness.
If anything it would be cult of surfing.
Except the ocean is very worth of respect and can crush you.
I feel much better loving, respecting, being in awe of, and being in fear of the ocean MUCH more than any human being cult leader - i'm sick of those.
https://goo.gl/images/Z5nvqR

"Being Real"

Why when I listen to people talk about how "real they are together" I get so lonely.

http://i.onionstatic.com/avclub/6246/43/16x9/1200.jpg

in other news:

this is what I for about what my dark "one liner" is on those silly facebook quizzes:

But first the joke I wrote about it:


Joke: First there as just GOD
only Light
and then there was the word.
and the word was peace
but who's telling the joke?
OMMMMM. UMMMM

ok now the one-liner:

"I can't go to hell, Satan still has a restraining order against me"

ok now my brilliant joke again:

Joke: First there as just GOD
only Light
and then there was the word.
and the word was peace
but who's telling the joke?
OMMMMM. UMMMM




Have a ggreat day!